bored....

nothing to do,, just thinkin' bout forever.. how m i gonna live this life.. sometimes im just give myself up for tomorrow.....

im not afraid of dying.. but im afraid of what will come for the next day.. im not saying that im afraid to lose... but im not really know my destiny.. the very far from me is the past.. even though it was just a second.. i cant take it back n i cant have it 4 sure.. life's gettin' harder without any reason...

but..
i know.. things happen not just happened... it always have a reason why.... n we have to search for it rite